Post Number: 12
|Posted on Sunday, June 27, 2010 - 01:17 pm: ||
My punishment spanking was originally scheduled for Tuesday morning. Well, my disciplinarian called me this morning and said, "The sooner we take care of this, the better." It is now tentatively scheduled for tomorrow a.m., depending on whether or not he can rearrange something that he previously committed to. That almost always means that it is going to be a severe spanking. Whenever he has moved up the date in the past, that has been the case.
He reminded me that our safe words would still be respected. I have known him for several years now, and I have never felt the need to use a safe word, although we have always kept them in place. A few times I got close to doing so, but I managed to get thru without using one. That may very well change with this spanking.
To say I have butterflies in my stomach would be an understatement. But I do trust my disciplinarian, as even during previous punishments that have been on the more severe severe side, he has never been at all brutal or abusive towards me. Still, the anxiety and anticipation are really doing a number on me right now. Any type of support would be very much appreciated.
Post Number: 23
|Posted on Tuesday, July 06, 2010 - 10:01 pm: ||
Need2bspanked, Sorry I couldn't respond before now but I envy you- it is the anticipation that spices up the spanking for me- I haven't enjoyed that anticipation for some time.My advice is anytime you feel that anticipation savor it!
Hope the spanking met all your expectations.
Post Number: 33
|Posted on Wednesday, October 13, 2010 - 10:07 am: ||
I have noticed that some people log in for a short while and then drop out. What has happened to you Need2bspanked?