Post Number: 56
|Posted on Sunday, June 11, 2006 - 03:24 pm: ||
My original 'spanker' has turned into a FWB. For whatever reason afraid of a LTR but QUITE willing to indulge me in weekly/monthly 'Play Dates'
As no one else SSC and INTELLIGENT has turned up on my internet quests I will continue to indulge my desires with him. Lord knows after what I've been through a LTR is not in my future.
I don't EVER want to utter that four letter word again (love). My heart seems to be totally walled up like Poe's 'Cask Of Amontillado'. His ministrations will be appreciated and enjoyed.
On a vanilla note...spent yesterday 'crewing' for the Old Dominion Endurance (horse) Ride and hope to be 'Back In The Saddle Again' soon.
Any horse people out there?
Life may not be the party we hoped for
but while we are here we might as well dance
Post Number: 53
|Posted on Sunday, June 11, 2006 - 05:51 pm: ||
Spanking does raise deep emotions. I think unless it is platonic, you could feel love easier than you think you would. Maybe this was not love but only need fulfillment.
On vanilla side, I am a horse person, as well as a foster for abused dogs.
It's all a matter of perspective
Post Number: 700
|Posted on Monday, June 12, 2006 - 09:01 am: ||
Changeling don't give up on love!!
Give it time....it will happen!!