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Ladygator2904
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Username: Ladygator2904

Post Number: 2
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 04:38 pm:

Well, my husbands away and I WANNA PLAY! I just found your group and I have copied and pasted some incredible emails to hubby. He hasn`t been able to read them yet, No internet access on the road. Although he has spanked me a few times, Once with a belt YEOWWWW... him and I are new to D/D. I so loved all the articles I read til all hours of the night, squirming in my seat wondering how soon he will get home and will he give me the long hard punishment that I so deserve. After all, I did go into IRC, hooked up with a total stranger in chat, gave that total stranger my cell #, let him phone only once.. but then...... the angel in me deleted IRC (don`t wanna be tempted again, oh do I <g>) and I told hubby all about it. I fear his belt and I anxiously await... when will it be? How hard will he hit? Will I be standing or OTK? Will he leave lasting memories <g>... or will he stand the chance of losing me to someone who will? Well, tomorrow he comes home, I hope I an sleep tonight.. Just for you ladies.. so close your eyes men.. I hope he is my prince, I hope he thrashes me good, I am a BRAT! I hope he holds me close and guides me forever plus a day.

A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!

Fanny
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Fanny

Post Number: 2087
Registered: 05-2005

Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 04:46 pm:

UMMMMMM.......good luck?

Queen of Innocence

"Well behaved woman rarely make history"

Ladygator2904
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Username: Ladygator2904

Post Number: 4
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 05:30 pm:

good luck? Maybe soothing aloe would be better, I think I detected a smile when he said, "no problem" to the punishment spanking.

A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!

Pillow_girl
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Username: Pillow_girl

Post Number: 9
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 07:12 pm:

I know the feeling, and hope you get what you need, I'm getting mine tomorrow either in the afternoon or evening, for me it is OTK for the paddles and most times on the bed with a pillow underneath me for the strap although I have gotten the strap while standing in the corner it seems like it has been for ever since he has done anything to keep me in line.

Sassyaawaa
Junior Spanko
Username: Sassyaawaa

Post Number: 51
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Friday, March 31, 2006 - 07:50 pm:

Yikes, sound like you are really really really in BIGUM trouble! Maybe we should all send you aloe! Keep us posted.

Ladygator2904
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Username: Ladygator2904

Post Number: 8
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Saturday, April 01, 2006 - 04:41 am:

Its 6am and I had trouble sleeping. Gary will be home at 2pm. I tossed and I turned last night. I miss him in bed beside me. Why did he have to take a job that keeps him from me 5 days out of ever week?
On the lighter side, I will learn to deal with it. Afterall, we both hope it is a temporary assignment. sigh..
I have been thinking about my emails to him. They were very informative. THANKS ALL! After he returns home today, he will have a nice shower, shave, and we will have lunch. I plan to wear a very short skirt with the slip peaking out. Gary is a HUGE slip lover. I will sit beside him as he reads as I am sure he will have many questions. It is so kind of the group to be so candid and help newbies like me. The final email I sent him was a fantasy written by me. As you know, I told him via phone about my being bad and I think he is also anxious to tame my wild side. He loves me dearly. I also admitted to him on the phone that the one time a yr ago that he gave me a belt spanking (or is it thrashing) I cried the safety word prematurely. <g> I was just nervous and didn`t want him to think I was too kinky, etc. etc. However, the truth is, I never cried and I don`t think that punishment worked at the time. I still have thoughts about being with my former lover. This time I quiver to think of my promise to Gary that during my BG spanking I will grit my teeth and NOT say the safety word until, tears flow and I have great remorse as well as no thoughts of doing that bad thing again! Gary knows I want this and in his loving way he will have no problems helping me to make right decisions.
wanna know a bit about the fantasy I wrote <g>.. well, he tells me to put on my sexiest slip, ask me to wash his back while he showers, Guides me to the bed, making passionate love,, not letting me know when and where the BG will happen! I then walk with him to the computer room, he reads all 6 emails with me beside him answering any and all questions. He guides me to the bedroom, starts with our bamboo back scratcher (we are implement poor but don`t worry, 2 are on the way!). The bamboo stings and gives me a nice shade of red, he takes off his belt, I shiver, he doesn`t stop until HE thinks I have learned my lesson. I don`t call the safe word... I bite my lip instead. We lie on the bed , him rubbing aloe sunburn lotion on my hiney. We kiss and know that love doesn`t get any better than this.

A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!

Pinkcheeks
Spanko
Username: Pinkcheeks

Post Number: 220
Registered: 12-2005

Posted on Saturday, April 01, 2006 - 09:53 am:

gave a stranger your cell # ?
let the stranger call you ?
might be tempted by IRC chat again?
thinking about a former lover ?

And you told your hubby all about this? wow girl - this is some serious stuff (imho of course) - I know that "R" (my husband) would be VERY upset by this - and I know that a spanking would be the tip of the iceberg. Guess I am just one of those old fashioned girls who would not think to do stuff like that (in a fantasy maybe :-)

)
Best of luck to you Lady.............

"Thought I WAS being a good girl...really I did!"

Ladygator2904
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Username: Ladygator2904

Post Number: 11
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Sunday, April 02, 2006 - 09:31 am:

Gary loves me a lot, we have been married 3 yrs. He is a little too forgiving at times. I hope when he reals all my posts and yours he will help me to reform my ways. Never would I intentionally hurt him. I am blessed to have him. As it was, he lost his job on Sat.. I had to drive 6 hrs to pick him up. We talked all the way home about DD and my desires to incorporate it into our home. He smiled and accomodated me with a nice red bottom last night, via a little strap. The sting wore off in a few hours. He says I will get my real belt, punishment spanking tonight. I hope he is strong enough to give me what I so deserve and help me to get rid of the darn guilt. What I did was so wrong and I never want to be tempting again. I love my husband more than life itself. I want him to learn to be a good "top" for my "bottom". (did I say that right?) Anyways, he says when tomorrow is quiet and I am at work, he will read a lot of my emails. There were 8 that I wrote him. Mostly cut and pastes from your wonderful sight. I can not thank all of you enough for your insight. I hope I get what I deserve <weg> I want to be the best I can be for my darling Gary... Hugs!

A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!

Pinkcheeks
Spanko
Username: Pinkcheeks

Post Number: 228
Registered: 12-2005

Posted on Sunday, April 02, 2006 - 01:48 pm:

3 years? awwwww :-)

I have about...27 years on you Lady...LOL...Hubby and I have been married 30 years, but have only practiced DD for about 3 years now (wow...lots of 3s!). It has done wonders for us :-)

Sorry to hear that Gary lost his job - keep your chins up, keep exploring this wonderful lifestyle and my best to the both of you

"Thought I WAS being a good girl...really I did!"

Kennysspankee
Junior Spanko
Username: Kennysspankee

Post Number: 188
Registered: 05-2005

Posted on Sunday, April 02, 2006 - 02:25 pm:

Our anniversary of spanking (3 years)is in July around the third week. Our wedding anniversary is July 3rd. That's 3 threes isn't it? That's funny because I think I have a thing for 3's. Forgetting them that is. I could never remember if I was born in l953 or 1954 (it's 1953) when I was a kid. I remember learning to count and going 1 2 4 5 6 etc. My drivers' license (got it when I was 16) has 1954 on it.

Ladygator2904
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Username: Ladygator2904

Post Number: 13
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Sunday, April 02, 2006 - 04:58 pm:

I was married 23 yrs the first time around. He became abusive to our sons :-(

I had to go.. I guess thats what put me a little bit on the wild side, it was a rather tough thing to do. (Leave someone you love).

A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!

Pinkcheeks
Spanko
Username: Pinkcheeks

Post Number: 229
Registered: 12-2005

Posted on Monday, April 03, 2006 - 05:54 am:

Hi Lady...I think you did exactly what you NEEDED to do for your sons - good for you!!!

I am sure it was very difficult, but if you are happy now, and your boys are ok, then "all is right with the world" :-)

Kennysspankee...ever think of playing those numbers? :-)

You might win some cash with those!

"Thought I WAS being a good girl...really I did!"

Kennysspankee
Junior Spanko
Username: Kennysspankee

Post Number: 189
Registered: 05-2005

Posted on Monday, April 03, 2006 - 02:23 pm:

Yeah , we played Lotto 649 with a combination of those numbers and won a few $10 prizes, but after 2 years we gave up.

Ladygator2904
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Username: Ladygator2904

Post Number: 15
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Wednesday, April 05, 2006 - 05:34 pm:

Well, Gary says the real punishment has to wait until my new toy arrives from London tanners.. wahhhhhhhh... I want and need it now.. hurry up LT.. I want to know just how much my top has in him <g>.. oh good news.. he found work.. starts on monday :-)

A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!

Sassyaawaa
Junior Spanko
Username: Sassyaawaa

Post Number: 73
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Wednesday, April 05, 2006 - 05:57 pm:

The waiting must be unbearable Lady but for some reason I think that when it does happen, you are going to wish that LT was behind in shipping. I have a feeling sitting is NOT going to be an option for you soon. Congrats to Gary and best wishes in his new endeavor.

Ladygator2904
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Username: Ladygator2904

Post Number: 41
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Saturday, April 15, 2006 - 02:48 pm:

The package came this am from LT. WOW.. It was the budoir strap. He is waiting to use it tonight.. aghhhhhh... I coaxed him into a few swats on the bottom so we could judge what it felt like.. OMG... I think this first punishment spanking will go off as a HUGE success. Thank you so much for this wonderful group it has made my marriage blossom to the fullest! Gary smiles an evil smile a whole lot more and I have found yin/yang.

A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!

Kennysspankee
Junior Spanko
Username: Kennysspankee

Post Number: 190
Registered: 05-2005

Posted on Saturday, April 15, 2006 - 05:11 pm:

That's a pretty thick strap. It's one of Ian's Collection we don't have. I (and probably a few others here!)would be interested in knowing what it feels like.

Ladygator2904
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Username: Ladygator2904

Post Number: 44
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Saturday, April 15, 2006 - 05:47 pm:

Well, take it for what its worth <g> I am a virgin bottom.. but... He tried to take me to the level I wanted,, ie: Remorse about having a lover and tears. The strap is incredibly intense. He swatted me 40 times 20 at a time, sometimes slow sometimes fast but all swats were VERY stingy. I was not able to get to the level of remorse yet :-(

We will have round three when he is ready. You will have a love/hate relationship with this strap. It really lets you know who loves you :-)

))) I have two small bruises on my bottom and fear round three but need to go to the ultimate level of forgiveness and remorse. The problem is my lover was a former love from 30+ years ago and I fear no strap is going to make me remorseful and I DO WANT REMORSE. Gary is the best husband imaginable. Any suggestions from you tops/ bottoms to help us to take it to the ultimate level! Well I was rambling a bit, sorry Kennyspankee.. YOU WILL LOVE THE STRAP and I am ready to give Ian (owner of LT) a big kiss <g>

A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!

Fanny
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Fanny

Post Number: 2133
Registered: 05-2005

Posted on Saturday, April 15, 2006 - 06:30 pm:

you are correct, Gator, no strap is going to give you remorse. That has to come from inside your soul. The pain of a spanking never causes me to cry, but the emotional aspect of disappointing has left me in tears.

Queen of Innocence

"Well behaved woman rarely make history"

Ladygator2904
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Username: Ladygator2904

Post Number: 49
Registered: 03-2006

Posted on Sunday, April 16, 2006 - 12:08 pm:

I went to church today, Easter Mass :-)

My bottom slighly tender (bruised) I squirmed a bit in my seat. I was glad no one knew of my newest way to repent. It was a warm feeling both on my bottom and in my head... I love Gary so much I am glad he is learning to be an awesome "TOP". A funny thing happened yesterday during my punishment spanking, he got aroused.... you might wonder why I say this is funny but he had told me previously that he doesn`t find it erotic to spank a woman.. well, we both out of laugh later over his hardness and need to fulfill it. Today is day three, the punishment is not over yet, I am not sure if he will discipline me today or tomorrow for the final stage. I hope it is today but it being Easter, I guess he will wait until tomorrow. As I am a little sore, I shudder to anticipate the smack of that strap on my bottom. It kind of keeps my mind in a love/hate eurphoria kind of day. Needless to say, I got a lot of unfinished housework done with all this extra energy. It is amazing what a good "taming" can do...

A woman`s heart is filled with an ocean of secrets!