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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2044
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Friday, October 28, 2005 - 02:24 pm:   Edit Post

Cry he says........
I say nothing
Let it out.........
No
I cant
not me
It'll be okay........
No
I will not
No
I just cant
the wall is high around me
I'm climbing over you say........
No
You cant
No
I will not let you
CRY........
No
I cant
No
I hurt
IT's okay you say.......
No
IT's not
No
I don't have emotions
No
I cant
Not me
It isn't possible
I'm To Strong!
I don't cry
I cant cry
I am over whelmed
I hurt
HELP ME!
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Otktheplace4me
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Username: Otktheplace4me

Post Number: 996
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Friday, October 28, 2005 - 05:36 pm:   Edit Post

Just let it out...
Remember to be good!
Remember to be good!
Remember...darn it...
what was I supposed to remember?
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Momma_on_patrol
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Username: Momma_on_patrol

Post Number: 3
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Friday, October 28, 2005 - 06:20 pm:   Edit Post

Walls such a easy thing to built such a hard thing to take down. We are scared little girls in grown up bodies of a women, who wants some one to reassure us we are going to be ok.

love you
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Babyj4
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Post Number: 2048
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Friday, October 28, 2005 - 06:28 pm:   Edit Post

thanks
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2141
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Saturday, October 29, 2005 - 06:25 pm:   Edit Post

appreciate the comments guys
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Angelbabe
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Username: Angelbabe

Post Number: 719
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 12:33 am:   Edit Post

Im sorry Babyj i think maybe letting down that wall built up inside might be a good idea for u hun i might make things feel better
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Post Number: 2198
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 12:35 am:   Edit Post

I know, it's just not easy, been up since I was 6
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 726
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 12:45 am:   Edit Post

I know hun i built those walls and they can't come down and the more i get hurt the higer they get but i promise u when they fall and ur able to let go of all the pain and anger and hurt it's a relief because it means there nothing holding u back anymore u can be urself
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2205
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 12:47 am:   Edit Post

Thanks, my wall is so high, it's only been chipped so far. Hope your able to get past yours.
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 729
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 12:50 am:   Edit Post

Babyj the only way those walls we build so well can come down is when were willing to let them come down and we know were safe and no ones gonna hurt us so u need to make sure u find ur place where u know ur safe and i think u do with greg but now u need to help that wall to come down and crying all in all helps to get rid of the pain and the hurt from the past and the lose helps us to be weak but at the same time stronger then we were before just not so locked up

(Message edited by angelbabe on October 29, 2005)
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Post Number: 2208
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 12:52 am:   Edit Post

the only problem is Greg doesn't do good with emotions, he cant understand why I cant let the past go, 60 is helping me through it though
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 731
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 12:55 am:   Edit Post

Well it's good that u have someone like 60 to lean on and now theres two people to help u through this and be there for u hopefully things will get better for u just let it take it's time and let urself feel better. and sooner or latter that wall will fall and thing will be and seem so much better
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Post Number: 2211
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 12:59 am:   Edit Post

thanks, I am lucky, and I appreciate your kind words. It's good to have friends
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 734
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:00 am:   Edit Post

Babyj anytime u need a friend to talk to im sure were all here for u
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2213
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:02 am:   Edit Post

I know you are, my emails been flooded as well as my im. It helps, just have to figure things out myself I guess.
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 736
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:03 am:   Edit Post

Sometimes babyj Having people to help u figure things out isn't always a bad thing as long as in the end the decistion is urs
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2215
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:04 am:   Edit Post

i know, just still confused, lot of new and unuseual feelings this week, still shooken up a bit.
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Angelbabe
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Username: Angelbabe

Post Number: 738
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:08 am:   Edit Post

Well babyj im here for u anytime and if u need someone to bitch at im here as well
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2218
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:10 am:   Edit Post

thanks, but no *****ing for me!
Discussing is cool though.
and I you want to talk I'm here for you too.
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 741
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:14 am:   Edit Post

No i mean as in when im sad sometimes i need some just to listen to me rant and rave about thing and if u ever need that then im here also
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2220
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:15 am:   Edit Post

thanks, but when I rant and rave I lose controll, got to stay in controll or will slip.
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 743
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:15 am:   Edit Post

No sometimes giving up control is the right thing to do sweety
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2222
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:18 am:   Edit Post

No I mean I vented to someone last night, slipped 7 times! not good, glad he let me by this one time
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Angelbabe
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Username: Angelbabe

Post Number: 745
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:19 am:   Edit Post

i think using lanuage while venting emmotion is nautural so don't worry babyj
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2225
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:21 am:   Edit Post

he said not any more after last night
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 748
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:23 am:   Edit Post

Really thats strange but i suppose that the way he works
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2228
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:25 am:   Edit Post

i need to learn self controll, and if it's alloud when venting, it would only cause me to use it more. I agree with him completely
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 751
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:27 am:   Edit Post

Ah Baby i didn't say he was wrong diffrent strokes for diffrent folks babes if u r someone that swears alot then its a good thing that he stops u me person i lonely really swear when im angry so it's diffrent
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Post Number: 2231
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:29 am:   Edit Post

my mouth is what upsets him the most! to put it mildly I have a severe potty mouth
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 753
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:31 am:   Edit Post

Lol Babyj well then it's a good idea even when venting u don't swear
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better
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Babyj4
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Username: Babyj4

Post Number: 2233
Registered: 09-2005


Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:37 am:   Edit Post

yah don't want to go there believe me, talk to you later good night
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Angelbabe
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Post Number: 756
Registered: 10-2005
Posted on Sunday, October 30, 2005 - 01:39 am:   Edit Post

Night sweety sleep well and put it out of ur mind for a while
I should be good, i should be good but being bad is so much Better

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