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Docile_désireux
New member
Username: Docile_désireux
Post Number: 4
Registered: 07-2006
| | Posted on Wednesday, July 26, 2006 - 09:10 pm: | 
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Thank you again for coming...
I still haven't become accustomed to the affection I get afterwards. I guess partly because anytime I have gotten used to it in the past, it's disappeared or was used against me. I don't want you for the loving way you hold me afterwards or even for the way you allow me to do what you (and I) want me to without feeling guilty, and only a little bit dirty. I want you for all of it... But I keep waiting for the end. I keep waiting for me to find someone to be with on a day to day basis, or for you to do the same. I keep waiting for whatever it is we're doing to get in the way of one or the other's happiness in "real life." Because when I'm with you it certainly doesn't seem real... It feels too good to be real.
I keep waiting for the end.
(Message edited by Docile_désireux on July 26, 2006) |
Docile_désireux
New member
Username: Docile_désireux
Post Number: 5
Registered: 07-2006
| | Posted on Wednesday, July 26, 2006 - 09:12 pm: |
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By the way, I got exactly what I needed.
(Message edited by Docile_désireux on July 26, 2006) |
Tammynx
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Tammynx
Post Number: 986
Registered: 10-2005
| | Posted on Wednesday, August 02, 2006 - 12:26 pm: |
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Glad you got what you needed!! |
Docile_désireux
New member
Username: Docile_désireux
Post Number: 7
Registered: 07-2006
| | Posted on Saturday, August 05, 2006 - 11:26 pm: |
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It's funny. No matter what I get - or give - with him, it's always what I need. Sometimes it's sucking his cock, choking until I can't breathe or control my tears. Sometimes it's just a fast fuck and he doesn't even take off his clothes. And still other times I might get an ass so red, scratches down my back and bruises from the belt that I can't but want more. And once in a while, it's just sweet... the end is always the same: He holds me and we just... are. But the leaving is always hard. |
Vixievamp
New member
Username: Vixievamp
Post Number: 9
Registered: 05-2006
| | Posted on Friday, August 11, 2006 - 04:29 pm: |
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I too am a big fan of the choking. |
Docile_désireux
New member
Username: Docile_désireux
Post Number: 8
Registered: 07-2006
| | Posted on Friday, August 11, 2006 - 06:47 pm: |
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I'm not quite sure what it is about it... I hadn't even thought of it until I saw it in a movie he gave me. The first time... * sigh * I mean, the level of trust involved is absolutely HUGE. Of course, we can all be in situations where trust is paramount, but to actually put your life in the hands of another... Too hot. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for him. At least nothing I can think of. I'm sure I'll be tested after that comment. LOL Yum...  |
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