Post Number: 1
|Posted on Tuesday, July 08, 2008 - 05:11 pm: ||
he married me and made me his wife, so i bought him a yacht, a beneteau first 27, born in 1980, when he was three and needed a boat.
He is my husband and i utterly adore hm and the way he enable me to allow him to dominate and control me.
He spanks me in public for getting out of his hand or his reach.
I utterly adore him and panic whenever I upset him.
He is easliy moved to be cross and has reasons for his anger issues - nonetheless daniel cross terrifies me into abject submission or into shut down.
I shut down last night - he was moved to swearing by two bits of metal that wouldn't fit together to his satisfaction; some shelving we had aquired from a closing down children's charity shop in swansea, wind street.
It did not help that my half of the fancy dexion shelving was knitted together - adorning the windows and full of his stuff, neatly ordered.
Neither did the excellent job i had done of sukking his member, pereparing and serving three courses of dinner, or having secured the tenure for him of a rather swish pad in the maritime quarter - almost overlooking the boat, whilst I negotiate the contract for the Ice House in swansea waterfront.
He was very cross, very cross indeed. He raised his voice, gave me that look that made me wet myself and having taken a quick shower and got into my night dress, I retired qickly to my side of the bed and was silent till i fell asleep.
This morning he woke grumpy and went out to deal with the government and the universe.
We skipped sail school and spent the morning attending to his physical, emotonal and domineering self.
Afternoon, setting up new banking relationships and negotiating for business removal and development support.
He has got out the charts to examine and says I am in webworld - on ignore everybody.
I don't think he minds just yet.
He as showered and is ready for me to eat him for my dinner. I am only allowed what he feeds me from his plate or his fingers, otherwise it's a semen diet i am on to increase my fetility and receptiveness.
I drink only semen, water or the small amount of stimulants he allows me.
I may take no medication without his express permission - he is my carer and controls these things carefully.
I smoke puffs of his cigarettes and cigars, and I am not allowed to ask for anything, lest I am punished severely.
He says I am on a behaviour management regime and he will ensure that I am quickly rendered his perfect domestic goddess, fit only to serve his purposes.
This is my only want.
I will allow him to use me any any way he desires.
This is waht I was born and raped by my father and his father and their brothers and friends for.
This is why I have been magdapio and pagsanjan and nickyb before and still can be when he allows me.
I have a new and delightful identity.
I am delta of venus, i am recoverydust and he is daniel jeffries, my husband, beloved and master.
Post Number: 3517
|Posted on Tuesday, July 08, 2008 - 06:08 pm: ||
Well, very intense. I am glad you are happy with your life. Welcome to the Den
Queen of Innocence
"Well behaved woman rarely make history"