Post Number: 1
|Posted on Tuesday, May 20, 2008 - 03:27 pm: ||
Howdy! I'm called Edge and I have been a spanko since --*edit*--. At least that's when I started fantasizing. Strange that I remember that so vividly. It was great fun.
Today, I am happily married to a great guy who unfortunately is a little too much of a gentleman. He doesn't mind spanking me during sex, which he is great at. He makes a BIG pile of pillows on the bed and makes me lay across them with my ass as far in the air as he can get it. Then he goes straight for the sweet spot! The next day, I can actually make out the outline of his fingers on my ass. I love it!! But as for doing it for real, as punishment, he just can't make himself do it. I can't help but think of all the crazy shit I have done that I would have thought twice about if I knew I was going to be spanked for it later on. I just got out of detox and am now in AA, so obviously I have a lot of needs and issues. He is the only person who has ever cared enough about me to keep me in line, but his methods are usually disappointing. Detox was downright traumatizing and I would call him crying and begging, but he wouldn't let me out until I got well. I'm getting over it now, but something about being locked up with 23 other addicts all detoxing at the same time is a scary place to be. By the time I left, I loved them all like brothers and sisters. Go figure......
Anyway, this seems like a cool place to hang out and help keep my libido alive until I can get him to go along with me. If he only knew how therapuetic an occasional OTK spanking would be, we might be able to save some money on therapy.
(Message edited by bethie on May 20, 2008)
Post Number: 17
|Posted on Thursday, May 22, 2008 - 03:51 pm: ||
Have you told him that, in a clear and heartfelt way?