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Ladykayra
Spanko
Username: Ladykayra
Post Number: 37
Registered: 03-2008
| | Posted on Sunday, June 21, 2009 - 09:35 am: | 
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Greetings everyone,
I am Aryana/Marie.. I prefer Aryana. I was a member a while back ago, but due to some personal issues in my marriage I had to leave. Well the issues did not end well. I can say it wasn't cause of the DD we were trying to practice *cause really he hardly followed though on anything he said he would do*
On June 1, I moved out of my house and marriage cause he and I got into yet another fight, and he once again *kicked* me out. At first I was upset about it, and for about ten days I couldn't do anything but cry and think about how much I wanted him back. Then one day it dawned on me, that even though I have known for a long time, that he was not good for me mentally. Not only was he not filling the DD needs I was having, he was simply not filling any needs. Blaming me for all our problems, even though he is the one who was arrested, and cause us to fall 6 months behind on our bills. He was breaking promises not just to me, but to my daughter as well. He never put what was most important in his life first and was lying to me about everything that was going on.
So now I have started to move on as much as I can considering. He has yet to filed legal separation papers, nor has he filed for a divorce as he said he wanted and would do. Although I will not allow him to make me feel like I am not worth anyone attention or love. So I have returned to continue to learn about DD and finally make friends who understand what it is I need, and live a life as I not only need but desire so badly.
I will not become sexually active with anyone until the papers are filed, which I hope will be with in the next few weeks. Once they are, this doesn't mean I will start having sex, it simply means that if and when I find someone I will have a clean conscience and not feel like I am cheating on him or my wedding Vow.
Anyway, I wanted to say Hi, and that I was glad to be back...I am hoping that one day I will find someone who is seeking a women who will give me a LDD relationship and make me feel like I am important, and worth their time. And will also accept my 14 yr old daughter at the same time.
Happy Father's day to all you fathers out there. Hope your day is spent with your children and memories are made which will never be forgotten.
Aryana
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Fanny
Moderator/Spanking Aficionado
Username: Fanny
Post Number: 3670
Registered: 05-2005
| | Posted on Sunday, June 21, 2009 - 09:43 pm: |
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Aryana,
I know this must have been a difficult post for you to write. Life is rarely fair, and moving on is usually difficult. I wish the best for both you and your daughter.
Queen of Innocence
"Well behaved woman rarely make history"
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Subbie
Advanced Spanko
Username: Subbie
Post Number: 224
Registered: 05-2006
| | Posted on Wednesday, June 24, 2009 - 06:58 pm: |
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Hi Aryana, sorry for your trouble, I have been where you are at and I know it hurts, just take some time to heal, wishing you well..
my name says it all
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